Smart phone today Dgone the next.

Some dogs just never learn.

We've now had several remotes eaten, a pair of shoes, and now... my first smart phone, my tiny little crack berry. Eaten. 

By... 

This fellow.

Atleast he knows not to eat my glasses.

back to ma roots. (dumb phone. dumb dog.)

~sigh~

It was a lovely Mother's Day however, despite the dog trials.

Some Days...

Sometimes Most of the time,
The best you can be 
is you.

And if that's not good enough, you need to just push yourself.
Dance a little more, laugh a little more, cry it out and then hug it out.

Even if it's just you.

Or your dawgs.
Literarily or figuratively, it's fine, either way.

Some days, are just dog days. 

Rainy Days, Happy Days

I've written about the rain before.
And the misery it use to bring to me.

But now I remember what Stevie says,
Thunder only happens when it's Raining. 

I like it when it rains now.

I like thunder, it's out of my control.


Ask me anything and I'll give you a straight answer,
I know misery, heartbreak, and now recovery.



Don't ask me about love though, I won't be able to answer that one.














On the upside of today
Guess who has a new album ? one of my ultimate favs
(been waiting for this for a while) (!)

Read about it, it's a good one.

Rest Your wary Head

I've been doing a lot of work on gratitude and with that, changing my attitude. 

I never realized, not only how many things, I'm grateful for, but how much I've taken these things, for granted.

I'm done with that.
Not with the things- the people, places, experiences, posessions, passion that I have- but the taking them for granted aspect.


All I want is peace of mind, a simple piece of my mind, to just be able to sleep.


But I am hopefully for everyday.





So maybe tonight, I'll dream of me and sleep with ease. 




cause those housewives are exhausting, even with their third eyes!
(if you don't know what I'm talking about... lucky you)

jersey catch up, in case they entertain you too.

Being Ok

It's hard to just be sometimes.

Some days I, personally, want to just run, away. From it all.

From life, death, the dying, the crying, the agony that is sadness.
And sometimes from the happiness too.

There's nothing real about a fake smile. 












If your not happy, change something. 


Learning that everything is not all in my control, and that a lot of things are out of my hands, has been, and will be one of the hardest lessons I have to learn.

Not everyday is Ok. 
But whether you like it or not, there is something good in everyday.

Find that and hold on to that.

 But you don't have to do it alone.

And you don't have to pretend things are ok when they are not.

But you should smile when you can.
Because no matter who you are, sunshine always radiates. 

Attitude of Gratitude.

I love the stars. 

Even though  I've been through hell, I've met a lot of angels on the way.

My support system is longer than most, and has only become larger with the struggles I've endured. I've put myself, friends, and family through a lot of bullshit. All I can do, now, is take everyday like my last and really understand that. We are never guaranteed a tomorrow.

Gab.

If you wanna sit there and laugh and call me silly or whatever, go ahead.
I will choose to not be insulted.
Because
I feel my body, mind and spirt growing.
In ways you might, but probably wouldn't understand. That is unless you really did know me...

We all hav our own journeys and adventure to go through. You will experience ups and downs wether you like it or not. 

You can not choose the situations that come upon you. However, you can re-act. 

I'm glad I don't control the weather cause I'd make this heartache better.

And finally, xoxo

Medicine Wheel

Believing in something, is the only way to get to where you want to go

I believe in healing,
in so many different ways.


There's therapy, and then there's holistic ways to understand yourself.

Like the medicine wheel.


I've done some work with spirit animals and their healing powers. 
~I dabble ~




And of course, my long time spirit creature is the Koala. 

This tiny, ferocious creature has lead me to who I am today. 

But I'm working to find my~ wings~

Which bird is for me?

Thoughts?

maybe a chicken?
or a loon-y bird

x0x0 

x0x0 <3 me