Exposé.

I'M HAVING A MORAL HANGOVER. 
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First of all, my fucking itunes library deleted its self. SO FUCK EVERYTHING. I have to slowly import it all back as to not break my fucking computer. So, I'm listening to Take Care on repeat.

FUCKING JUDGE ME. 

I care way too much what other people think and I wish I didn't. 
But here's the thing- I run my mouth and talk out of my ass a lot. 
For that, and here's the one time I'll say it 
I'm Sorry.

Here is an embarrassingly large photo from freshman year, that I took- wasted.
This my apology flowers for anyone that I  have pissed off.  

But at the same time
If you actually know me, then you know when I'm serious and when I'm not.
And you know that the most important thing I have is my friendships.
The reason I love burlington so much is because, despite all the heartbreak it has cause me the past couple of years, I have met the most amazing people here ever.
I've also met some fucking douche bags, but you take the good with the bad.

I just want to put it out there- and the point of this post- I'm not very cool.
I think I am and I tell myself everyday that I'm the shit. That's just to get through the day.

I’m not cool. I come off as cool every once in a while, but I soo am not cool. I am like the opposite of cool, I’m like cool’s akward younger sister. That’s just fucked up a bunch of times.

But I’m real. I’m an honest and genuine person. What you see is what you get. I don’t try to be something I’m not. Ya I fucking love weed, no I’m not a stoner. Ya I have major party girl problems, no I’m not a drunk- ok maybe. Ya I like to get it in, no. I am not. Not. A slut.

So, what this comes down to, is if you don't know me... Fuck off.


Keep my name out of your mouth, and grow the fuck up. We are not in high school anymore. You might think we are but we're not. If I say something to you then fucking say something back to my face.
In my opinion I'd rather say something to your face than behind your back.

And if I'm saying something to your face that you don't like DEAL WITH IT. You don't always get what you want. Here's your dose of reality, bitch. Idgaf.

But, really though, the only people I dislike, have given me a reason. I don't just hate on people, I am so not a hater. If anything I try to make things better with people I should just forget about.