Holiday Meltdown. 2011 Final Reflection.

Today I had my Holiday Meltdown.
Not a breakdown. Simply, a #princessprobz, meltdown.

I cried to my mother.
This tends to happen over/ after the holidays & after spending too much time with the family. I have a lot of family. With a lot of family, come tons of family drama. I would rather not delve into it, honestly. Especially on the internet- now that would be a lot of drama. One thing I know, however, is:
we drink a lot. Mom's side, dad's side. All of 'em.

So the fact that I sobbed for a little isn't that big of a deal.
I'm fine. I always am, and I always will be.
But I was thinking in the car today ( I ponder a lot in the car, my time to think)
that I wanted to do a:

~Final Reflection for 2011!~
This is my final reflection for the year, 2011.
I promise to stop talking about this year, after this post.

2011 has been a big year for me! lots of changes- good and bad.
Should we do a pro and con list of '11?!
Looks like we've already started.

Pros: I've continued to more, and more, find myself and figure out what I want.
con: being i.n.d.e.p.e.n.d.e.n.t. is... hard.

Pro: new friends!
con: losing some old ones.

Pro: being more vulnerable to people...

con: I HATE THIS, it scares the shit out me

Pro: becoming more confident in me
con: I tend to talk a lot more (this is a con for others)

I could keep going and going but I'll end it there (with only 4).

It's been a year of learning, as well as giving and receiving.
I have made huge changes. I have my own life. I am finally happy and I know what I want. I have a plan, for the first time in a long time. 

2011 was eh... 2012 we're doing big.
I got my dress, I got my shoes, and I got my new hair! Annd I got my gal pals! What more could you ask for for New Years?!

Can you say lobster and champagne? Yes please!

2012, I'm ready

What do I do when I'm tired of reality? I exit.

After my meltdown with my mama today,
we went and saw a movie (me, mama and the Bill Casey a.k.a. dad):
we saw:
The Artist


Omg. This movie, was so perfect. I loved it.
It was a silent film. Amazing right? 2011? A silent film? So great.
I could keep going about this film, but honestly I won't. Go see it and experience it yourself.
My favorite thing to do, is go and discover new films. I'll tell you this much: this is a must-see. So see it. Now.

Go see it. Anyone and everyone.