Inspiration.

Everything around me inspires me.
It’s why I feel the need to write so much. People, places and things challenge me daily and give me more to think about.

I love the people in my life right now and the surroundings that engulf me. I don’t know what it is about people but they really do just fascinate me.

So, how do I view myself?

Well, actually, if I were to walk past myself right now I would be very judgmental.
I’m currently sitting on my porch with my laptop, smoking a cigarette, in my footsie pj’s- thats pink with ducks and bubbles.
#mylifeat21. Aand it’s 2:30pm.
I see myself as a bit of a Courtney Love figure,

expect less messy...


and scary.... 

I'm more of a Kreayshawn maybe.




Except less KreayKreay #sopunny

I’m perfectly ok with me right now,
as it is acceptable at my age to be this messy AND I’m much more put together right now then some people that may appear more presentable.
My life is not exactly going as planned, but this is more then I could have asked for. I say “asked” verses “hoped” because this life is nothing I would have ever “hoped” for but I do very much enjoy it.

“I’m so sick of optimism. It’s fucking exhausting.”
-happythankyoumoreplease 




Anywho. If you did go torture yourself and see "Like Crazy" and your feeling ...like...crazy... There is hope!
I just watched HappyThankYouMorePlease, for like the 5th time, and everytime it ceases to amaze me. It was truly inspirational.

"with gratitude, the universe is eternally abundant." 

The character Annie was just absolutely adorable and fragile. Every line she said was inspirational and relatable, for me.

I am worth it.

One thing this movie emphasizes, that I love, is: your worth it. 
Ladies, your beautiful inside and out. And you don’t need a douche bag to reiterate that. If you want love well then go out and find it! but it’s not always what you expect. Kinda just like everything else in life.

But actually, this one is totally for the boys. 
Take notes. Adore her when you find her. And if you let her slip away, either your going to have to fight to get her back or your going to lose.

Because if she’s worth the adoration then give it to her.



















"Sadness, be gone! Let's be people who deserve to be loved. Because we are worthy, we really are. Go get yourself loved."

Sometimes the men in Burlington honestly really anger me. #stonerboyproblems
Or maybe it's just boys in general.
Don't be afraid to fall fellas, you will be able to pull yourself up again.



Ufgh. I wish I didn't love love so much. But Vivian, Mary Beth's physic, did say someone is deeply in love with me! So all is well.
#mylifeat21.