Aaandd we're back.

Sorry, I've been off air for a while.
I've been hanging out, finding god, tapping into psychic powers, ya know, the typical life.

So ya no. But actually though.
Let me rewind:

I've been working on a million projects this year, and last, and the year before. I broke down finally. My mom came, and we put things back together. Everything. 

AND FINALLY SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE IS FUNNY AGAIN!! YES.

I feel like there has been a huge funk. In all of my familys lives. Since wasy before I was born. But I'm coming to terms with that. Sitcoms are funny again.
 It feels like the good years again.

Is everything about to go to shit? I can't help but not feel calm.

Things seem ok for now. And I think they will be for atleast a little while.

Remember. Stop and appreciate what's around.

There's always hope. Somewhere. Find it. 
 

Something crazy has happened. 
I stopped believing in God, a long time ago. 
I don't remember exactly why. The concept just didn't apply to me. I understood why others needed
G o d. But me. No. I did not need God. 
Pssssshhhh. 
Yea. right.
So, through these past couple of years... As things have gotten worse... and worse, in my life,
I have never looked upward. 
I know I have a serious party problem. #partyproblems- of all kinds. 
That needs to end. 
I need to make more serious choice in my life. I'm starting to get my act together, and loving it.


I've come up with this brillant idea for a support group for 18-20something girls. 
Everyone has their shit. 
Girls, we need to work together. 
It's time to stop hating, it's not funny anymore. Don't you dare through an elbow at me, our I will pin you down until you are calm. 
I'm over it. 

 

Start loving. 

 

If we work together we could move mountains. So let's get our shit together, together.
Because who, is it that, runs the world?
Girls.  

 
Through finally, not staring at the ground, I can finally see what's fully around me. 
That no one has really left me, but I've left people behind. 
I went to the spirit dancer the other day, and got a couple of books. I also spoke to a very nice woman, actually the store owner. 
I'm entering into the school of life. 

It's time to study. 
I have a millon projects, that I will get done. 

So yes, maybe you could say I've found God or Buddha or Her. I see God, whatever that is, as a woman. 
I have had so many influential woman change and improve my life. Why would I not believe in that?

 

So happy ask wednesday all. 
Light it up. And kiss it to the sky. 

O and also, this was just too good.