The end... is not as near as I thought

2012 it's time to say good bye.

This year for me, Yab, was possibly the most difficult year of my life, thus far.

I've dealt with a whole mess of shit that I never imagined happening to me, ever.
I went from living on my own dime to living back at my parents house. From full time employee and college drop out, to part time student with no job.
And, of course, I went from sane to psychotic.
Well, I've never actually been sane, so...ya kna


2012 changed my life. 

It was horrible, and important.

There was pain and misery, times like 100.
Like realizing I had to move on from the love of my life. Burlington.
O0oO Burlington.
Your the bitch I hate to love, and always will.

There were also those rare break through moments... Like realizing my potential.
Coming to terms with who I am and actually trying to deal with it. Letting people help me, help myself.
And getting rid of the negativity that engulfed me for so long.

I should have known 2012 was going to be absolutely insane. Last year my new years was crazy.
I drank too much, kissed to many boys, and smoked too much pot.

2013 however, will be rung in the perfect fashion. Dainty and dignified.
It is upsetting that there will be no champagne for me, BUT HEY I think there may be fro yo ;)
I'm siked to see what you bring to me baby new year. I'm praying things change, for the better.

Good bye 2012. And finally, a big Fuck You to you too.