Knock On Wood

Change is hard for me but it is also something I love to write about.

I love this time. The time where you know nothing about what is about to happen. Which I guess you could say is everyday but right now I'm speaking about my pretransition period.

My lease is up in July and I'm moving to south philly! I don't know where yet

I start a new job at the end of July ! But I don't know what it will be like.

I am single single single and I don't know who is in store for me next.

So many I don't knows. I'm nervous and excited at the same time.

This year has been too much. Too too much. TOO MUCH

. but has prepared me beyond measure for what is to come next. I feel good about what is to come. I do.

I feel like a lot of doors have closed and I am ready to open new ones up. Things are going to be good I can feel it.

You know what?

PSA:

It's not about trying to figure out the meaning of life, it's about figuring out how to live life. If you focus on finding meaning without doing the motions, you're missing the point. It's about the emotions. 

And this blog is about emotions. I guess I have a lot of emotions.... 

And a little baby has been born! 

How could you look at that face and say good things are not coming ?

Everyday new life comes into this world. Things come and things go. 

Life isn't going to get easier but I am now more equipped than ever to handle what the future has in store. 

And let's be honest, who doesn't love summer and a good tan? 

Knock on wood, good vibes only.