I look like death and I’ve been awake since 7am.
Talk about #ugh.
I love to travel. Like love, love, love it.
Even just thinking about going somewhere gives me an adrenaline rush.
But I have anxiety, like real bad.
On the way over to my 9:00am train reservation, this morning, my anxiety was definitely giving @alishadurgin anxiety.
I’ve been in cars, planes, trains, boats, buses, pretty much any medium of travel my whole life. I’m a vagabond by nature. I grew up in two separate households...
Obviously, I’m use to being on the move.
While actually in the process of being transported from one place to the other, I am always on edge. There are 100 different things that could go wrong that are going through my head.
I realize this is not exactly healthy.
It is something instilled from me from my mother, as most qualities are.
If I am flying somewhere, with or without my mom, I will be at the airport atleast three hours early. Why? BECAUSE SOMETHING COULD GO WRONG!
But I've gotten to the point where I can deal with it.
If I'm going to be on the train, I'm going to have movies and books. It's a long train ride, and you can't count on wi-fi. And I've learned from the best to bring snacks.
If I'm going to be driving back, I'm not going to be with someone who is complaining. Positive things happen to postive people. Hate me if you want me, but not because I'm not nice to you.
And expect an ear full. I'm sorry, I like to talk.
People fascinate me.
But I can shut up, too.
I actually love long times of transportation. It's a time in between. Quite literally, your going from one place to another. In any sense.
If I love you, you will know it. If I am mad at you, you will know it. If I am trying to get a point across to you, eventually, you will get it. Whether you like the way I say things or not, that's up to you.
I've been told I have an abrupt nature.
ya? DEAL WITH IT.
I'm pretty positive that's one thing that's not going anywhere.
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