Somedays beyond suck and just break you down.
Somedays you think you are going to have an awesome day and then everything turns horribly horrible.
These past couple of weeks I have been all over the place emotional, well and literally.
I have been living in between my mom and my dads houses, as well as out of my car. It's just really all together confusing. My car is literally filled with my shit. I want my own apartment but I can not afford it yet, luckily I have my car...
Sometimes this great thing happens with a bad day though, it's followed by a really good day.
Yesterday I was in a very bad mood because of a bikini wax gone horribly, horribly, horribly wrong. However, today was a good day.
You must cherish the good days.
I could end here
but I won't.
Ok so here's what's been happening aside from just being a bag lady and living out of my car:
I got a j0b!! YAY. Income. Thank. God. And I'm still nannying and hopefully by the end of this semester, if my shopping problem doesn't take over my life, I'll be a few steps closer to my independence and living in the city.
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As for my love life... well.... I've decided to stick to the internet, texting, social media apps-such as tinder, which I've blogged about before, and really no face to face communication.
Today at work I talked to a girl who met her boyfriend over twitter and there was another girl who was going on a date with someone she met over facebook. Which of course makes me question my generation, but also justifies that it's ok I've been talking to someone for a while that I met not irl. I am not going to elaborate on this. Ask me in real life, if I'm ever out there, and I'll explain.
Somedays you can write and somedays nothing is right. Today I can write. I am grateful for that.
I have a new AA meeting I go to in the city and I really like it. I have sober friends that I really love getting to know more and more.
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| Fweinds. |
I'm definitely working on real life relationships too, despite my addiction to the internet, o and shopping... Hey at least I'm recovered in some aspects.
The most amazing thing in my life right now is this little ball of glitter that I found. It was a true gift from god and it is my spirit ball. Why? Because I stay... #groundedbyglitter
I'll leave you with this.
Hey, don't feel bad about online dating interacting ;) My cousins who're in their thirties and went to the Ivies met there significant others online, so really those old farts started it :-p
ReplyDeleteI was very against the idea of being online, but my friend just told me to join OK cupid. Its kind of fun. You actually find people with your hobbies. Like I'm into yoga and want to get back into climbing, and someone was having the opposite issues. Those things are just so much harder to find out at and about my chance. And I've been with a lot guys who just aren't into the same activities as I am, so it'd be nice to know someone (or maybe even date someone) who also likes yoga or rock climbing!
Of course getting out and doing real face to face time is important, but having a bit of online chatting has been kind of fun!
(Note: okcupid did not pay me for this :-p)